Spinning and Twirling
-6 May 2001-
I HATE THESE FEELINGS
I HATE THESE WORDS
I HATE THESE LIES
THAT EVERYONE'S HEARD.
THIS WORLD IS SPINNING
OUT OF CONTROL
BEYOND MY GRASP
THIS IS GETTING REALLY OLD
TWISTED AND FRAYED
MY MIND IS NOW BLANK.
YOU'VE HYPNOTIZED ME
WITH YOUR STUNNING GRACE
YOUR WORDS ARE SO SIMPLE,
YET THEY HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY
I'M SORRY I MET YOU
I'M SORRY IT DIDN'T WORK OUT.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M APOLOGIZING
YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE ME
HALF THE TIME...
I'M INVISIBLE TO ALL OF YOU
I'M FALLING STILL
IN A DOWNWARD SPIRAL
THE DARKNESS IS CAVING IN
I FEEL IT CRAWLING.
I'M NUMB TO THESE WORDS
I'M NUMB TO WHAT YOU SAY
I'M GONE WITH THE WIND
YOU CAN'T HURT ME THIS WAY.
I'M WALLOWING IN MY PITY
THIS NEED OF MINE.
TO SEE YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY
IS SURELY INSANE...
TO WATCH YOU, STALK YOU,
AND TEAR YOU DOWN
UNTIL YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE
TO FEEL TRULY DOWN
I'M A KILLER, A THIEF,
I'VE STOLEN THINGS
YOU WISH TO KEEP
THEY'LL STAY HERE, ALWAYS.
TWIRLING AND SPINNING
MY MIND'S INNER THINKING
HAS ALL GONE ASTRAY.
I'M NO LONGER MYSELF.
SPINNING AND TWIRLING,
ON ENDLESS NIGHTS...
THINKING...
I’M FREE.
