Day Dream

Day Dream

-19 December 2002-

Sitting in the classroom
Staring into space
Looking into nowhere
In my sacred place
Where I feel most safe
Where no one can hurt me
Where anything I want can come true
No one is allowed in here and
NO ONE CAN GET IN
My daydreams complete reality
And now my nightmare begins again

Betrayal

Betrayal

-23 June 2002-

These tears run down my face as I cry
You don’t know what you’ve done to me
With your endless lies
I opened my heart to you
My mind and my dreams
And you just kept going... you thought it was a joke
I’ve been stabbed in the back, long before you came
Those wounds have healed and left scars behind
That time can not erase
You’ve just stabbed me all over again
Deeper than you could have ever known
And even after the blade was deep, you twisted it so
Malicious glee flooded your face behind the mask you wore
So now I’m bleeding worse than I knew
This scar will never heal
It may fade with forgiveness and the salve of time
But the scar will never go away a reminder of what you did
A warning not to trust you for if I do, I fear that knife...
Will come back out from behind you and pierce my heart again
Time can not erase the pain you have caused
I will forgive but I can never forget
What you have done to me

Before You Can Blink

Before You Can Blink
-22 April 2002-

Going, Flowing
Time is always flowing, going
Always
Too much, too fast
What to do now? Where to go?
Too little, not enough
And faster than anyone realizes
It’s all over now
So soon, too soon
It flies away
And no one seems to notice