Saturday, October 22, 2005

Masquerade

Masquerade

-22 October 2005-

Wearing a mask, lost in the dance
Unsure of who’s who
Caught up in the trance
Whirling and twirling
My mask has fallen
My face unhidden
The spinning speed faster
The world turns to colors
Streaming around me
With one another
The masks are falling
Crushed, beneath our feet
But we’re moving too fast, only our eyes meet
My vision tunnels inward, I can’t see your face
All I know is the dancing we do in this place
I long to pull you out of this whirlwind of confusion
To stop this complicated, intricate illusion
But I can’t pull outward; I’m lost in the spin
As it sucks us downward and pulls us farther in
And still, all I can see are your eyes
As we dance ever onward
In our circle
Of malicious lies

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Notebook

Notebook

-15 October 2005-

You know almost all of this notebook
Old, well-worn, and used
Holds poems about you
In your glory
From each time that I’ve mused
About holding you tight against me
And knowing that you care
I do know that’s not how you feel
And that’s almost too much to bear
I wish that these poems could reach you
Without me extending my hand
For if you were to say
You love me
I would be the happiest girl
In the world