Saturday, June 23, 2007

Follow The Leader

FOLLOW THE LEADER

-23 June 2007-

follow the leader
and do what they say
love is blind
it will lead you astray
but I don't want to listen
give me two good reasons
I'm screaming course
bloody nightmares
it runs and spills
out the sides of my mouth
as eyes roll back--glistening white
shadows watch and hide
as I die --- from the inside
my love isn't tainted
she is only pure
I'll love her forever
of that I am sure
my lies don't deceive
they tell ugly truths
that are met to be said
twisted and frayed
I love to play with the dead
they hold so much more promise
than that which is living
I am not afraid to die
and that scares most people
I'm flying in love
breathing dark lungs
thick black and tar
smoking stacks of cigarettes
second handed
and drinking till my heart is full
understanding
follow the leader
and do what they say
FUCK YOU
I'll die my own way

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Only Me

Only Me

-16 June 2007-

please don't leave
you left me alone
with myself
but she is twisted
laughing insane
mocking mocking
-ONLY ME-
take the knife
and let it plunge
into the depths
of emptiness
that consumed my heart
the hollow silence
encaged my soul
cut it off
bleeding
never to be whole
the darkness
has taken over
as she is watching me
eyes linger red
lips dark as sin
please don't leave me here
you left me alone
with myself
she is disillusioned
blood red sky
mocking mocking
-ONLY ME-