A Piece of my Heart

A Piece of my Heart

-9 September 2007-

there's a loud ticking in my head
that vibrates from my chest
I thought it was cold for so long
iced over with malice and dislike
but i watched you from across the room
and something stirred
it got a little bit louder and I wondered
as you stood up and crossed the distance
it suddenly became 10 degrees hotter
and I felt the space between my legs melt
as the aura between us shifted
I wondered what its about
I felt my chest open up
and the noise was surrounding
thick blood and flesh
as you put your hand up into my ribcage
and pulled back...
a piece of my heart is yours
and I can't protect it
don't be too distant now
as I can feel you near me
and the coldness is warming up
and I somehow feel defeated
as you turn around and walk away
holding a piece of my heart
and my ribcage is left empty and hollow
It doesn't tick now, expect for when your around

Kiss Me

Kiss Me

-2 September 2007-

Its 11AM and I can still smell you
On my skin, in my hair, everywhere
I still have that energy rush
From your smile and the passion
So new, I’ve never felt.
We’re both dangerous for each other
This we know…
But all these feelings pent up
And I’m not sure where to go
It’s different with you
Where I like and want you to teach me
But I’m afraid of the intensity when you kiss me
I shake and shutter when you’re near me
Breathing down my neck… it reaches those crevasses
The raw power of us both… emotionally unhinged… sleeping in your bed
I’m afraid it will consume me
I want to let go, I want you to take me there
You’ve kind of awakened the animal in me
Sexy, devious, and dangerous
And it’s a different side; I only never wanted to show
Its way too new to feel like this
And I’m enjoying these feelings
So I’m going to take it as it is and let them come
As I pull you close from behind
And whisper “hey baby, kiss me.”