Gone

Gone

-30 March 2004-

I had it in my hands....
A piece of heaven so true...
I held her in my arms...
The one I loved so true...
She held me also....
Me, the fool in the end....
Gone without a trace...
Heart broken again...
Without a word...
She just vanished...
Without a goodbye...
Before her time to go...
She left me here alone...
These tears do no good...
There is no bringing her back....
What did I do...?
To make her leave so...
To make her crush me so....
To make her hurt me so...
And while I should hate...
I cannot help but love...
And while I should give up...
I cannot help but hope...
That she will be back...
That it was an emergency...
That she loves me too...
That I haven't lost her for good...
First just an hour...
Then passed by the second...
Soon it was three...
Four came next...
Five came just like all the others...
Six came and gone,
and nothing still...
Now seven is here,
and I cry again...
How many will there be...
Before I hear or see her again...
I shall just sit by...
Waste away slowly...
And count the hours...
Then the days...