STUTTERED WONDERING

STUTTERED WONDERING

-21 February 2006-

its a mixed up type of thing
stuttering over what can't be seen
and I'm in the middle of all this
stuck on how to seem more interesting
it's not that I'm not
its just twenty minutes into the conversation
there's dead silence and nothing to talk about
why is it i can't find anything to say?
why is it we're this way?
and I feel like nothing is supposed to make sense
but everything in the world makes sense when I'm with you
its like everything will be okay
and I be fine so long as your here by my side
not seeing you for so long has been torturous
and having no one to talk to had been equally unadventurous
we make up for lack of conversation
with our own unique body language towards each other
and all the while I'm missing you
wondering if you're missing me too
I wonder if you're feeling for me
what I'm feeling for you
and I wonder if your caring
the way I'm caring
or if things are just playing out
cause I'm not playing about it
and its a mixed up type of thing
where I'm stuttering over what can't be heard