A Love For Me

A Love For Me

-14 February 2007-

sometimes I sit
and stare out my window
hoping for a love of my own.
streetlights head this way, shining on the night
as shadows slink back, away and out of sight...
how I really wish someone would hold me
and let me know everything is gonna be all right
you have to understand
I have many moods and swings
some days I'm the queen of the world
others I'm the bitch of the moon
and you wanna get away from me too soon.
I'll push you away when I'm feeling to close
you need to see past that and tell me no
for if you love me enough to care
you'll see all that is really there
I need to face my fears of being alone
I've always kinda been out on the cold
never known warmth for too long
and so from time to time i must move on
I'm looking for a love whose stable and sane
one who knows what she wants and won't play games
I don't care what you call yourself
as long as you love women and that's no doubt.
I play innocent from time to time
it helps me understand these worlds of dyke minds
but I'm never really innocent... at least not at first
until you catch me looking up your shirt ;)
so here I am, this is me,
take me or leave me.
but be a real love
and I'm here waiting.