A King

I'm not to sure which direction I'm heading.

mixed up and down, don't know how to figure you out,
they say your a king, something like that, God's one and only, who would suffer like that.
I'm feeling inspired, there's a fear in my bones, something untold, so ancient yet not cold.
every religion I've looked into: Buddhism, Hindu, Wicca,
New Age, Voudon, the Occult mysteries too,
yet everything seems so shallow when compared to you.
I'm well versed in many blessings or a curse,
I can heal, divine, tell the hands of time,
I can give you lists of herbal properties,
color to enhance your productivity....
I know all these old remedies...
and still,
I'm stuck in a fog and I can't break through,
maybe I need to rely on someone like you.
will you pick me up? will you be there?
I'm feeling inspired like I haven't been in years...
is this your way of letting me hear?
is this the truth, I'm supposed to fear?
they say your a king, yeah something like that
they say heaven almighty and praise the highest
I'm not sure which direction to go

sometime soon, I'll surely know